I cannot and will not use the Lord's name in vain. This is especially so in regard to such a serious issue. I have no discernment if what I heard was from who I was speaking to but on 11 March 2014, I was praying and talking to the Lord (as usual) as I was driving home. I had finished singing and praying a decade of the rosary. I implored the Lord for His help in locating the plane. I asked Him where it was. I was prompted with the words Sumatra and Indian Ocean. (This is before the Malaysian authorities mentioned the relocation of the search from the South-China Sea to that part of the world). When I was prompted with those words, my first reaction was 'What? But Lord! The Indian Ocean is on the other side!'. Then I said, 'Lord. I am a nobody. What am I supposed to do with this information?' I was prompted that I was to do what I could do but I felt that it was not my position to 'push' it. There is a reason why everything has happened the way it has and with tens of thousands (if not hundreds of thousands) of people praying, it cannot be that if the Lord willed it, we would not be able to locate the plane or wreckage (God forbid) by now. We therefore have to be patient and also understand that we do not comprehend everything that occurs nor are we expected to comprehend everything.
Let me repeat at this point, I represent no one and no particular church group when describing this. I am speaking about my experience for myself only. I have a childlike attitude towards the goodness of God and I always feel that that Lord Jesus loves and watches over me unceasingly. This does not mean that He doesn't love anyone else and it doesn't mean that He loves me more. I just love being childlike with Him. It's difficult, given in reality, I am a cynical adult.
I am not a fortune teller nor am I clairvoyant (as yet, I think). I do not dabble in the occult. I just love God the Father, Jesus the Son, the Holy Spirit and Mother Mary, all the Angels and Saints. I've just come to love and appreciate my guardian angel. I gravitate towards Saint Anthony, Saint Padre Pio and Saint Therese of Liseux (not that the other Saints are less important!). I cry when I think of the sacrifices Jesus and Mary and Joseph made for us. I just know that I talk to the Lord and hear promptings. I never asked anyone else to discern this particular prompting because the human side of me does not enjoy being mocked. So I cannot technically confirm the 'source' of the prompting. That would be reckless of me.
I could eventually be proven wrong. I don't really care, as long as they find the plane. It's not like I am some money making fortune teller who is worried that if I make a prediction that doesn't turn out to be true, I will lose customers! I also need to say that I did not receive any promptings (perhaps because I did not ask) about the reason for this incident. But I feel it so strongly in me that it will not remain a mystery.
I'm probably making a fool out of myself. I feel the ocean but the plane is not in the water. It is on land.. I feel heat. I feel plants. It is REMOTE. I could be feeling everything wrong. But what have we to lose? We have already lost 239 humans on a large plane! I am a nobody but God willing, if anyone who can make a difference happens to read this. Please search the area WEST of SUMATRA. Please God, please.
My husband wonders why I am so obsessed with having this plane found. Interesting question. I told him well because there was a boy on board who had studied in Singapore for 4 years prior. He was a year older than our son and a year younger than our daughter! He went through our gruelling education system and he was on a well-deserved break with his parents after just receiving his GCE 'A' Level results! He had probably been separated from his parents all those years. My heart goes out to him.
Then I thought about it further. That's not the only reason. The real reason is because I received that prompting about Sumatra and the Indian Ocean when the authorities were still searching the South-China Sea. Yes. That's the reason. Never in my wildest dreams did I imagine that they would do an about turn and start searching in the opposite direction. I do not mind putting all of this in writing and making a fool out of myself. As long as the plane gets found and there is some closure for the loved ones waiting.
Lord Jesus, please help. Mother Mary, please intercede. All the Angels and Saints, please intercede with your prayers. Thank you. Amen.
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